haha..shldnt have watched today's ying cha yang cuo on channel 8..reminded me of my grandpa's death 1 yr plus ago terribly..i miss him so much..i miss e way he always asked me to eat more of my fav food..i miss e way he asked me hows sch been..i miss e way he asked me to work hard in sch and get gd grades..i miss e way he smiled when i massaged for him..i miss e way both him and grandma loved us..i miss e outings we'll have every weekend..but since his death,everythings changed,nothing is the same anymore..i nvr got to dream about him at all..is he angry with me?does he not care about me enough to come and see me in my dreams?tears keep flowing out my eyes like rivers after a heavy downpour..i feel veri depressed..need someone to talk to but can find no one at this moment of time..everyone's busy,troubled,stressed,tired..i shld learn and handle my emotions on my own..but i reali need someone to talk to..guess i can only talk to u,my blog..haha......
10:30 PM
Yours Truly
A little girl
learning to live in a big big world
and trying not to give up things she believes in despite everything
