The whole 27th Management Committee!!!

Most of us at the end of our MC journey (more or less)

Suddenly in a very emotional mood, must be Joshua's bad influence. :P Promised Joshua to pass him photos so was looking through a lot of photos that were evidences of our MC life. Decided to take the above 3 photos out as they show the 27th Management Committee! All 18 of us have come thus far, from strangers we have become so close we are just like family. We study together, share secrets, eat meals together, go out together, laugh & cry with each other... We have so much memories together, so many recollections of the projects we pulled through together... Life will never be the same after we step down. Some of us might not even see each other once a week. Worse, not even once a month also possible. Everyone will move on with their different purposes in life, doing the things they want & they like. Just the thought of it hurts. But I guess parting is part & parcel of life, I should learn to let go especially since I am running for the 28th already. No matter what happens, no one can replace the special and unique position you guys have in my heart. Do come back to help out ok? (:

argh.. so suay! tonight experienced my 1st lock out ever since moving into ridge view residences. actually been really worried that i will one day be locked out of my room so i was always careful & double check that i bring along e lanyard w my keys on w me whenever i leave e room. today as per usual, brought e lanyard out, but guess what, my key got detached from the key chain. totally sian diao. lucky i managed to get back to my room in less than 20 minutes time but there is a charge levied lah! argh, duno wat else to say liao. suay ah suay.

I have finally come to a decision. Confirming it by telling Lionel that I wont be in his ROP comm. I don't really have an idea what to expect. But I know it will not be easy. To everyone out there who discouraged me from running, I understand & appreciate all your care, concern and thoughts for me. really hope that from now on you all can be there supporting me for e coming 1 yr, aiding me in my self-discovering & maturation process. to those who've been giving me advice (hock, bit, alvin, lionel, reuben & jianwu), thx lots too. I will give in my best shot w all my heart & soul. (:

being able to spend time on urself to do the things u nd to do, i've to say e pleasure in it is beyond words. i believe a lot of us have experienced this before, after u are busy and occupied with other things for some time & u finally get to spend some leisure time at ur own pace, e feeling is shiok rite? these times are hard to come by, i've come to realise. will treasure any single moment of time i can lay my hands on to spend alone, away from everyone and everything. btw, i think i am falling in love with clubbing. haha. :P e feeling of letting urself go, it is as if u're throwing tonnes of weight away from your back & shoulder, it's ecstatic man. but of cos must be of age before u get to enjoy it oh~ ;)

haha, i'm happy yesterday!!! so so so happy!! very very very happy!!! this is because i went to watch e fireworks display at esplanade! omg, it is really an experience of a lifetime, this i have to say. i must thank sandra & rosni for forcing me to take a break in going with them to watch it. if not for you two, i wont have such a memorable and enjoyable time, really. to think i even felt guilty taking time out to enjoy myself, what's wrong with me?! haha, what am i becoming to? anyway, we took bus 10 which took super long to reach, so much so that we were quite sian diao. but we reached eventually! haha, we ate at makan sutra, all of us with all our different roles to play went to get what we were being allocated to buy. it really warms my heart to see a grp of ppl coming tgt without asking for anything, doing things on their own accord happily jus so that e whole grp enjoys themselves. initially we were worried that we could not catch e fireworks but thankfully it started later than expected so we managed to catch the whole thing even though not from a very good angle but it was good enough in my opinion. i duno how to describe all e firework. it was simply awesome, i will never forget e night. when e sky is lit up with all sorts of patterns & colours of firework. watching at e fireworks made me forget all my troubles, worries, unhappiness, frustration and fatigue. even though it was only 10 minutes, i felt that it seems forever. i will want to catch it again next yr!!! hahaha. :)

been thru a bit of emotional turmoil for e past few days, which made me reali think about a lot of things. actually i am quite sick & tired of all these things that have to happen, all these small little things which can actually push things over e limit which i have for myself earlier on. i dun understand how some people can behave the way they did, i can emphatise, but i cannot forgive e way they behave. it hurts. when all e words said earlier jus go down e drain, when all e efforts gone to waste, when things turn sour, when all of a sudden nothing seems as beautiful as it was before. these are all learning process for me, i am still learning, a lot of things i still duno and has yet to master. i jus cannot comprehend e way u're treating me, there's no respect at all. i've allowed u too close to my heart & now i'm hurt, it serves me rite. thx for e lesson taught. i will now slowly let this wound heal by itself...

Rag has ended. After so many months of hard work, our dream has come true. This is the thing that all of us have given in our heart & soul into building. Despite the fact that whatever we have done has gone unoticed by some other people, I believe we gain recognition from people of other faculties and of course from our very own faculty. I was very touched and taken aback when I heard the O-weekers sang the chorus for under the sea, so much so i forgot to keep track of my timing for dance steps but it was still ok! for now, there is only 1 more FOP left to e closing of our famous arts club FOP 6. e 27th MC is gg to step down very soon. a lot a lot a lot of emotions and memories will run thru my head whenever my mind come to this topic. a lot of ppl have been telling me not to rerun. whatever my decision will be, i dowan to regret it. lemme have time to myself and reflect on what i exactly want. for now i jus want some time to catch up on my personal life and myself.

oh man, whatever i have been busy for the past few weeks will end very soon! counting down to last 6 days alr!!! i can't wait to see our fruits of labour completed and displayed before the eyes of us fellow raggers & also the public! it is going to be our baby! our hardwork, blood, sweat & tears. e many late nights, e many hours sitting at one place doing soft tech, e many times perspiring like mad while doing hard tech, e many jokes & scandals & gossips & family mealtimes!!! i think i will definitely suffer from PRD aka post rag depression, can't really imagine life now without rag. praying hard that we can complete everything the way we want it by 10th August 8pm! Padang, Arts Rag gonna rock you upside down man!!! ^-^