3 more days and my hair will go under the scissors once again. Haha, this time round it is to help someone out though. How short my hair will become after the cut, I have no idea, it will depend on the examination question given on the day itself. Even though it is a pity to lose the hair after growing them for such a long time, I am looking forward to the days where I can dry my hair within minutes of towel-drying, not comb hair after waking up and still look ok etc.

I promise it will not be as short as the last time I cut it. Can still remember all the shocked looks when I first go school after cutting my hair. Haha, cannot help but smile upon remembering those faces. Attachment starting soon, busy life hitting me once again before I know it. Let's hope that I will still be able to do as much as I can to help out whenever I can.

Sidenote: it is very touching when you see people finally taking your words seriously after such a long time of nagging, complaining and whining. Thank you everyone who has made Xin Yu feel important and that what she says matters. :)))

5 days passed just like that, felt so much like a dream. I just want to say a word of thanks to my admin team, especially team V6, for standing by me when I felt no one else did. Not forgetting my log girls who were always there when I needed someone to whine to. It just feels different this year. Disorientated.

Thank you Samuel, Hwee Guang, Remmy, Desmond, Zhimin & Joshua for dropping by Raffles City Starbucks! Though some is just happen to pass by but it is still good to see you all there. :)))

Just feel that I am really lucky to always have a group of people whom I can rely on to be with me through tough times. No matter how bleak it may seem, these people never fail to light up my road ahead with their presence and faith in me. Thank you V6, thank you very much. :) The self-entertaining times at Raffles City Starbucks will definitely be missed. All the fun, laughter and private jokes we have among ourselves. ;)

Not forgetting, thank you Arts Camp 07 log team + Xiuwen, you all gave me the confidence to do what I am doing now by just being around too. Hugs you all deep deep! ^-^

Everyone jiayou! FOP is officially kicking start in less than 2 days' time!!!

累了，我真的好累。

自愿帮助别人就像赌博，而十赌九输的事实真的让人好难受。

So many things, so little time, everyday is just a mad rush from here to there. I want time to stop!!!

Arts Camp 2008 strictly saying in less than 1 week's time!!! So fass so fass so fass!!! :P

Haha, exciting exciting, looking so so so forward to it happening! But at the same time cant help but hope that time can pass a little slower as it is getting too fass for me le.. Haha. After 1 FOP, I think this time round is proving to be more challenging.

So many things I see, so many improvements to be made. Hahaha.

Haha, I am now right here sitting in front of Raffles City Starbucks. The 1st round of registration for the 2nd signup day ended some time ago. I think we can look at cutting the number of signup days to 3 instead of 4 already! So many people and so fast!!! Wheee!!! :)))

Haha, it's good to have news that boost your morale here and there amidst all the sian things you have to handle etc. Must thank those who came down! You guys are the best morale boosters! 1st day: Ju Ling, Desmond, Bing De, Ming Guang & Jeremy! 2nd day til now: Ming Guang (you rock! :P), Zheng Chuan & May (thanks for the Chippy chicken and Donut Factory donuts!!!)

Haha, anticipating the next wave of signups in around an hour's time, exciting exciting!!! ;)

Sometimes, some things are done not because there is any obvious results which we can expect. I have come to realise it is very important to offer intangible support constantly to people who are working together with me. Either I win them over or I lose them totally. It is just too big a lost for me, please let such bombs not drop on me again.

突然之间，我觉得累了，我真的真的真的累了。似乎已经找不到继续坚持的理由，不懂还要如何走下去。自己一个人撑着，也只能撑那么久。一个人的旅途，我以为我可以，但是我渐渐看到这将是一个不可能的任务了。我担当不起。讲了那么多，哈哈，最后的我应该还是会撑下去的吧。。。

The feeling of working togther with a bunch of people with a common goal is wonderful beyond words, it is just indescribable, you will only know when you experience it for yourself. When people just put aside all differences that they have, putting the goal infront of themselves, wanting nothing but only the best outcome ever possible. It is just touching.

Last FOP, must really savour every single moment. Last MC, must treasure the ending process. May all ends well. :)

I am just disappointed in myself. The same type of event, around the same type of people, but why does it seem so different? Felt I could have done more, could have done better, but at the same time I am just a human. Ignore me.

Haha, so so so expecting this. Just when things look like it is happening alright, the underneath stuff is starting to bubble up already. Yea, so exciting! Haha... I also do not know how to put it in words already. Forget it lah! Just do liao.

Anyway, can people just stop using the clubroom like it is a prostitute? Throw rubbish like the whole clubroom is a big rubbish dump? Can stop taking clubroom's messiness as default? How can things be done properly in a messy environment? Stop saying it's normal, all these 都是人讲的！Stop finding excuses, plain total irritation!!!

The thing about life is that it will never be perfect, it will never be good all the time, smooth-riding all the way, successful forever... This is also the one thing which I am frightful of, actually not exactly scared so maybe cautious is a better word to describe it.

Whenever too many good things happen to me, I will be happy! But at the same time there will be this deep dreading feeling inside me that tells me shit is going to happen soon too. Well, I have been proven right on this theory too many a times in life, more or less coming to terms with it. Still, I so so so wish that this time round my theory will prove me wrong during the holidays. However, I also know that only when bad things happen do people learn their lessons. Dilemma dilemma.. Well, shall stop thinking all these nonsense and focus on what I have to do.

If it has to be done, it will have to be done no matter how hard, shitty, sucky, or chor it is. Sai Gang warriors unite!!!

Hardwork really does not equate to good results. Again, again and once again I am disappointed. This time much more than the past, the impact greater than I imagined.

Do me a favour, do not ask me about it...

Habits can be good or bad. Good habits should be maintained, whereas bad habits should be changed. Throughout all my personal experiences all these years, especially for the past 2 years plus, I have cultivated some habits which may be good or bad, which may be beneficial or detrimental, which may have to be continued or ceased.

Like the habit of doing things alone. I think I have come to terms with the fact that there can never be someone who will be there everytime whenever I have something to do or handle. There will always be times when I have to do whatever I have to alone, even if the feeling sucks to the maximum at times. Even though the feeling of only you running along in the front with nobody beside or behind you is super sian, if you have to run along you just have to push on.

Thinking back of my lowest points in life, I am proud and thankful that I survived. It has nothing to do with me, but rather everything to do with the great wonderful friends I have around me during those times. Mental support may not seem crucial, but its effect is powerful and long-lasting. Trust me.