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Friday, July 15, 2005

block test results.. i can understand that different people have really different expectations on their results and that everyone has the freedom to express their thoughts and feelings freely.. but seriously.. i really hope they can be more sensitive to their fellow classmates around them who did real real real badly.. the exclamations of "shit! careless mistake if not can get one(or half) more mark! argh.." or "aiyah! missed my A(or B or C) by a few marks only! shall go and see if can get some marks from the teacher" and stuff.. i admit i get pissed sometimes when i hear such sentences because i am one of those who really do very badly.. i know they dont mean it that way but they are like rubbing salt onto wounds for people like me.. i dont have any bad feelings towards those saying all these as they have the right to feel that way and speak that way.. but, sensitivity will be much appreciated like saying it away from the people or keeping it down a bit..? haiz..

i really did very bad for my block test(anyone trying to say "no la" will get a hard stare from me so dont) despite putting in much more effort than i did for block test one, my results stayed stagnant, if not deproved.. i have no idea what's wrong with me.. i just feel so stupid and very much discouraged, also pretty much at a lost at how i'm going to go about to make improvements.. i'm really thankful to all who are always there to encourage me.. i wont give up trying.. but i feel that i'm giving way.. anyone who has effective study methods can guide me ma? any sort also can, i'm basically quite desperate now le.. i'm freaking out too.. thanks le. maths.. i got F, last in class.. chem.. i got O, still fail.. lep.. from what i've gotten back, all's lost.. GP and Bio, no hope at all.. argh.. dont feel like talking more about it le.. its really depressing, mood and appetite really gets affected whenever i see my scripts.. 我只能说，惨不忍睹。。。i'm cheering up le.. serious.. just feel like blogging it so that i'll feel even better.. :)

to my juniors who have gotten back some of their results from their 1st block test and are either very depressed, saddened, shocked, freaked out or affected by poor results(in their opinion), dont get so worried about it! i'm very sure you all will be able to do much better next time de! dont give up hope! keep on working hard and your efforts will pay off de! you all are a clever batch of students! and, its only block test one, be consistent in your work and improvement is definitely possible. lastly, you all got a senior who is still doing very badly at JC2, i have to worry, not you all. BUT, if you all are still feeling rather uneasy, talk to seniors ba and you all shall find out you all have nothing much to worry actually.

bio prac~ haha, yea, something interesting and fun to talk about! haha, did a dissection of the sheep's heart, it's really very amazing when you see for yourself all the structures you have been studying in books at real life! i really think life is a miracle, regardless of human, animals or plants. imagine all the systems that have to be in place just to ensure survival! those taking biology will understand what i am saying, its just awesome.. back to the heart, it was fun playing around with the heart, cutting, slicing, poking, touching and chopping. but the smell is cannot make it!!! it smells like cheese! and i recall that time when i was attached to alexandra hospital(me was from st.john ma), i was exposed to some huge wound on the patient's leg and it smelt like cheese too!!! sorry to those cheese lovers, i dont mean to be disgusting and i still eat cheese though, blocking out any thoughts when i'm eating, heez. learnt from ms wong that the cheese smell is due to the decomposition of organism's tissue by bacteria. at the end of the practical, me,yunz and pork became butchers and cut up the heart into many small pieces.. haha, too stress liaoz, behaving abnormally so better be careful when you're around us, wahahaha. :P

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