Today went back to my secondary school, anderson, to go for my junior's rod. I was from st.john and rod is the time when the sec4s will pass down the responsibilities to the batch that are one year younger. Looking on as an ex-nco, seeing their rod brought back many many memories(both happy and sad) when i was a senior(aka nco) and also my rod. Time really passes very quickly, it felt like last year when i passed down but its actually been two years le..
I was very happy to go back and see all my juniors after such a long long long time! Really miss them lots.. They had been a great part of my life when i was in sec.4, they were part of the many memorable and sweet memories i safely tucked in one corner of my heart. I cried very hard during rod, just like i did for the last night of huang cheng ye yun this year. st.john=huang cheng in sec sch for me.
But after going back, i also realise that things will never be the same, people never stays the same, emotions degenerate. The relationship with people changes, some stays, some slowly dissolve away into thin air. I am glad and thankful for those which I can still response to like i used to in the past, the feeling is great beyond description! But for those that had silently faded away and disappeared, my heart aches. The only thing that is preserved is memories, just memories and nothing else. Haha, its quite sad in a way isnt it? But its part of our life, and like it or not, we have to learn and live with it.. So treasure every single moment with the friends, juniors and seniors you are still in constant contact with, have many memories because the r/s may just gradually break down...
10:05 PM
Yours Truly
A little girl
learning to live in a big big world
and trying not to give up things she believes in despite everything
