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Tuesday, August 30, 2005

haha, after such a long time, i'm back in lep room and blogging again!!! haha, feels so good to be blogging and tagging after it seems like a thousand years!!! hearing the sound of fingers hitting the letters on the keyboard and seeing the words coming out after the blinker on the screen is suddenly so shuang! haha, paiseh la, life at hostel is really super depriving la.. no computer for your own use, which means no blogging, tagging and chatting on msn messenger! no tv watching as and when you like, which means sianz and boring life! no brothers and parents around, which means there is no one to play and kachiao you when you feel seriously bored and no one to care for you when you dont feel well or happy.. haiz.. quite sad right? but i guess i have to sacrifice and learn to bear with this tough and horrible period for the sake of my prelims and a-levels!!! i must endure!!!

i definitely have to do so!!! i must be able to do so!!! for the sake of my parents as they've spent so much money on my school fees, exam fees and hostel fees! for the sake of my moe teaching scholarship to fulfil my dreams! for the sake of all the teachers whom i've spoken to and given me lots of encouragements! for the sake of him plus all my friends and juniors who've been so supportive and encouraging all these while! for the sake of myself so that i wont have any regrets and tears upon coming back for release of results next year! to everyone else, jia you jia you jia you wo~ dont give up!!! we'll definitely be able to endure past de! dont give up!

anyway, now on to peiqun CIP last saturday. i cant help but went to do it as i havent done it before and i really want to spend one morning with kids. to get in touch with their innocence and to tap from them some of the carefree attitude. they are really very cute! although i'm sure they'll be quite insulted if they know we call them cute as after all they're already in primary 5 lohz. i've to agree there're times when i do feel like scolding at them for being so mischievious but i'm glad that i didn't because towards the end of the day, its their playful character that leaves an impact on me and made me miss them. mostly its the guys who are forever up to nothing good and the gals who are all very nice and sweet. i was constantly reminded of my primary school days as i bring them around for the day.. haha, me being called tigress and tomboy, going around hitting guys real hard if they ever laugh or bully me. and my hits are real hard so after a while the guys learn their lessons and stay away from me le, heez. anyone interested in having a taste do tell me la, i go brush up on my skill then let you have a taste of it, haha, just joking. :P

in the end our group, group3 got 1st!!! haha, the kids were all super elated and excited when they heard the results la! the guys were jumping up and down and up and down lohz, haha, so comical! we then took lots of photos for memorial purposes after which they have to leave le. i really miss the way the whole group can shout our modified non-english kebaba cheer so much in unison! i'm really amazed and touched everytime they shout the cheer in response to us.. they're real good. haha, of course there is the chicken dance that the guys particularly like to keep doing and exaggerating the movements somemore. haha, it never fails to make me laugh like hell whenever i see them dance.. haha, hope we can have a group 3 gathering after my a-levels, haha.

also, went back to anderson yesterday with yunli to register for chinese relief teaching at anderson sec for next year from january to june. haha, kiasu hoh? but for us its ok la, want to let the teachers there know so that when we really come next year we can be guaranteed a space to teach. although the school is currently undergoing intensive construction and a lot of changes has taken place, it still feels good to go back and see all the teachers and juniors around. haha, me and yunli so desperate for job that when we go inside the bookshop to visit the bookshop auntie and heard that she is employing, we immediately agreed! haha, i've got lots of jobs lined up for me after a-levels! haha. it is just great going back and talking endlessly to the teachers who have taught you before! you can pour out your sorrows and troubles to them without worries and they'll just console and give you advice back. i just feel so fortunate to be able to have met real good teachers back in anderson that can still remember me and still treat me like their student even though we have graduated for so long.. just sad that i am not able to meet some teachers..

anyway, going back and seeing my juniors is another great part of going back anderson! miss them always la, haha, but quite sad to say that only get to see some of them only. but still, it was great seeing them and talking to them again after such a long time. though they keep suan-ing and gek-ing me as per usual, which seems to be like what every single junior i have is doing to me also? anderson and hwachong juniors, haha, or is it just me being very easy to bully? hmmm.. anyway, glad that i'll be going back to teach next year so i'll still get to see the last batch of juniors that i know. now for some disgusting stuff, i saw this damn stupid idiotic bastard when i go back anderson too.. pardon my vulgar language but whenever i mentioned him, my blood boils!!! he is one disgusting faceless bastard who is damn despo for gals of all schools, all ages and all races! he spoilt my reputation during sec2 by telling the guys in my class that i'm his gf when its not the truth! to hell with him! i'll always curse and swear him for as long as i live! haha, after graduating for two years, he is still rotting in anderson, serve him right to the power of infinity! hope he graduate from anderson this year so that i can say good riddance to him and wont have to face him when i go back anderson to teach next year! sorry for sounding so evil, but he deserve it and i believe i wont accumulate bad karma because cursing him should be accumulating good karma! grrr... ok, shall stop talking about him liaoz, eeeks lohz.

ok le, after blogging for nearly 50minutes, oh my, time do pass real quickly! i've to go back to hostel to mug le... haiz.. nothing to look forward now except MAF le.. everyone jia you and dont give up ya? by the way, do come for MAF! and do look out(or shall i say hear out?) for my dedication to all of you my friends!!! haha, all the best for mugging, dont give up and do take care lots of your health!!! cya~ =)

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