was consistently reminded by different teachers that our official tetiary education with lessons and tutorials are ending pretty soon.. during maths, bengbeng said: two weeks later we'll be on our own to fight the upcoming a-levels already..; during PE, alextan said: next week will be your last PE lesson, make it an effort to come, it'll be free game session.. is it really that fast? my two years in junior college is ending soon! there wont be anymore teachers/tutors, uniform/hair spotcheck, classrooms, classmates, morning assembly, cca in the future le.. it seems so surreal.. so unbelievable.. time has really flown past us.. too fast for it to seem real..
then, the sadness starts to dawn in.. i'm going to miss so many things! i'm going to miss bengbeng! i'm going to miss ms wong! i'm going to miss huang cheng! i'm going to miss 04&05S73! i'm going to miss ge fang! i'm going to miss lep! i'm going to miss all my friends in hwa chong! i'm going to miss all my juniors! i'm going to miss taking 45min bus ride to school! i'm going to miss the canteen uncles and aunties! i'm going to miss the morning assembly where no one in 04S73 will willingly go in front! i'm going to miss all the clapping and fun and laughter! i'm going to miss being called zhu zhang by my zhu yuans.. i'm going to miss all the outings i've ever had.. i'm going to miss all the dinners i've had outside home.. i'm going to miss all the conversations i have with so many people.. i'm going to miss.. i think the list can just go on and on.. i really cant bear to leave hwa chong.. but i guess i have to in the end so the only thing i can do is to treasure every single moment i have in school ya? haiz.. i'll bring camera everyday until end of this term.. i want to take pics with everyone i know!!! i want to safekeep all the memories we have with pictures to support.. i feel real reluctant.. but guess i have to learn to let go once again..
10:29 PM
Yours Truly
A little girl
learning to live in a big big world
and trying not to give up things she believes in despite everything