so pek chek la, i typed an entry just now then so happens i suey suey publish it at the moment of time when blogger is down for maintenance! therefore my earlier entry got lost!!! argh.. nvm.. i'll just pull myself back again and type yet another entry to make up for the earlier one ba.. haiz..
haha.. today got back chemistry paper 1, 2 & 3! i failed for every single section! haha.. i think i'm going to be the last in 04S73 liaoz, got back 3 subjects already. gp i'm like the very few, if not the only one, who failed.. maths i passed, but i scored the lowest, barely passing in fact.. chem i failed, was the 2nd last in class.. haha.. this is the 1st time ever in my academic life that i've done so terribly in exams.. haha.. i think my only hopes now are my biology and lep papers.. but scared that scarly they will be just like my other subjects.. haha.. then i seriously dont know what to think or what to do already.. haha.. i think i've been like a bu4 dao3 po2(weng1) for the past two years, keep bouncing back whenever i got hit badly by my poor results.. i've thought of giving everything up a lot of times but somehow i always manage to find the strength to go on soon after that.. this bu4 dao3 po2(weng1) has been fighting back each time she failed.. for the past two years.. i have no idea when this bu4 dao3 po2(weng1) will become dysfunction.. haha.. then one fine day next month you all will find a familiar face on the orbitrary page of straits times or you all will find a familiar name on the list of occupants at the woodbridge mental health institution.. haha.. touchwood touchwood.. joking joking.. hopefully, pary hard, that this bu4 dao3 po2 in me will stay healthy and bouncy until the end of my a-levels.. haha.. actually i think i'm not bad le ba.. quoting from guohong:"you've been falling into abyss and picking yourself up from there again and again la" haha.. i'm quite proud of myself at this capability ba.. at least i'm still alive and kicking despite so many failures.. i believe some people may just go crazy or commit suicide if they experience whatever i've gone through.. haha.. so dont worry.. i'll keep on working hard de!
lastly, dear juniors, do remember to tune in next friday to yes933 from 8-11pm oh!!!!! help me spread the word to other juniors who know me ya? thanks le, cont to jia you for promos!!! =)
6:03 PM
Yours Truly
A little girl
learning to live in a big big world
and trying not to give up things she believes in despite everything
