Thursday, November 03, 2005
argh!!! i'm really starting to hate coming back home! i'm starting to like living alone on my own.. this is bad, i know this is bad.. i'll have to move back after my exams end de.. i'll have to face all the problems back home after my exams.. how i hope i can live in hostel forever.. oh man.. everytime i come back it'll be like that.. i cannot do anything at all, i'll have to do something that allows me to multi-task.. because i've to keep my ears wide open for what both my parents have to say.. i don't mean to be unfilial but both my parents are indeed too long-winded!!! initially i can still keep cool and listen to what they say, but after which, i just feel like taking something and knocking the air out of them so that their rumblings will stop!!! argh.. then my brothers arn't helping much either.. one keep pestering me to get his disc from david, then the other keeps taking away my phone.. argh.. i don't feel happy coming home le, in fact to be truthful, i regret coming home this time.. really regret.. my whole day is wasted and my mood is spoilt.. feeling real frustrated and irritating now.. argh!!! i hate this.. i hate.. hate.. hate.. but guess i can seek solace in the fact that i'll be going back hostel soon and before that i'll be meeting him!!! haha, just the thought of seeing him makes my mood much better~ :p
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