hmmm.. i'm feeling real pissed now.. but i also feel rather happy because of the phone conversation with him and the concert i watched tonight.. argh.. i'm pissed at a lot of things now.. don't want to elaborate.. sometimes just feel real frustrated at being unable to control fully the scenario i'm in.. ahhh!!! feel the strong urge to kai1 sheng1 again.. haiz.. guess i'm just tired.. go slp le.. tmr go swimming and then meeting him at night!!! haha. :P