Monday, December 05, 2005
ok, something happened when i was at the st.john chalet.. i was left alone the last night.. ok.. i should say i chose to stay alone the last night.. i was sitting at the bbq pit outside the chalet.. then this guy asked his 15 year old sister to come over and asked if we could chat.. under the influence of alcohol.. i didn't really think before i agreed which i very much regretted now.. we started chatting.. or more like the guy started interviewing(or should i say interrogating?) me while his sister sit beside him and talked a bit.. it was very obvious to me what his motives are after he started asking me if i'm attached.. if i've ever had a boyfriend before.. saying how he and his girlfriend broke off not long ago.. asking if i want to join him for a walk along the beach.. asking if i want to go for a movie with him.. keep sms-ing me after getting my contacts.. argh.. i am disgusted.. ok, i can say that the guy looked ok, but i'm disgusted by his approach.. he reminds me of bernard... *puke* i'll never ever agree because i already have someone in my heart! haiz.. it is so frustrating as i have to keep replying and try not to si1 po4 lian3 pi2.. i don't mind making friends.. but he wants more than that which i can't and won't give.. haiz.. someone help me? i hate this..
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