hahahahaha, my 1st day teachg @ anderson finally came today!!! hahaha, oh man, i was so excited and nervous tt i cldn't slp e prev nite la!!! and hoh, durg morng assembly b4 e lesson starts, i was feelg so uneasy w all e butterflies in my stomach i thot i'll b fallg sick!!! haha, can't believe how much teachg a sec1 class chinese can do such things to me la, i dun rmb feelg tt bad for my a's even lohz. haha, but i'm real glad and fortunate tt e class was pretty gd and obedient, and w/i my control. i was jus feelg pretty guilty tt i'm not able to rmb their names and faces as yet.. so sry.. i give myself 1 week to familarise w them thou.. cos i know how bad students will actually feel when e tchr doesn't recognise him/her personally by their names de. haha, e lessons went on smoothly and i can even say i enjoyed myself while teachg!!! haha. feel really lucky except for my feet! argh.. today had e most no. of blisters on both my legs and i've also used the most no. of plasters on my feet.. so painful sia.. e skin is like rubbed off liaoz den every step i took in tt irritatg n dsigustg pair of court shoes was real torture and pain.. sob sob.. now have to wait for my feet to recover slowly and painfully liaoz.. shall nvr ever wear court shoes even again if i can help it!!! disastrous! after which, i'm back to hwa chong as per usual to watch e auditions. haha, it was real funny today as i've found a jnr from peixin pri sch tt can really act! haha, and when he was being tested to see if he makes e mark for emcee, he used poor and innocent me standing quietly at one side as an example for his bra adver la!!! oh man, i laughed so hard tt my cheek muscle went cramp! ouch, heez. :P haha, it may sound exaggeratg but i can't help but feel proud of him as he is after all my fellow pexinians!! hahaha. ;) den when e whole thing ended, e ppl started gatherg and leavg e sch for dinner. i was lookg very forward to eating dinner w all of them de, but in e end i chose to take e bus 852 back home on an empty stomach. actuali not hungry also so nvr eat nvm, heez. cos e whole grp of them decided to split into 2 grps, 1 grp being e 73ppl and e other grp being e huang cheng ppl. haha, being unable to make a decision as to whether i shld join which grp w/o doing any harm to anyone at all, i decided to leave. hmmm.. i just hope tt nex time i wont hav to make such hard choices ever again.. if there's once more, i'll still chose to leave de.. haha.. call me coward or what ba, but tt's xinyu for u. if i hav to choose btwn my class n huang cheng cca mates, i'll most prob choose my class as i've been thru more time and events w them. but if i hav to choose btwn my class and huang cheng jnrs, both grp of ppl are my jnrs, all e same. no choice for me at all except to escape. haha.. tts me.. all in all, teaching rox~!!! +)
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Yours Truly
A little girl
learning to live in a big big world
and trying not to give up things she believes in despite everything
