Friday, February 17, 2006
hahaha.. i've had a full taste of what office politics is.. want to know how it taste like? terrible, horrible, revolting, bitter, spicy and every other disgusting taste you can ever imagine in this world!!! hahaha.. i cannot go into detail for fear of getting into more trouble with be it my school or even moe.. haha.. really feel like crying out loud again everytime i think about that matter.. but i have no one exactly to cry to.. it really feels very hard to hold it under cap in my heart.. it feels real terrible.. sometimes just feel like taking 1 week mc to let myself neutralise my feelings and thoughts before i can teach my student properly again.. i've been too harsh to them and i'm feeling very apologetic but i can't control my mood anymore.. i jus want to break down and cry or even faint and go hospital.. anything but face the office politics.. i thought i could handle, i thought i could control.. but i guess it is too much for me le.. i'm still young! i'm still a teenager who hasn't really enjoyed her life fully as yet! why do i have to endure all those stuff??? i just need to vent off, dun need to ask me what happen cos i wont say de.. just let me vent it out.. just let me have a chance to cry it out.. i really need to do so before i really go IMH.. hahaha...
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