argh.. i really hate it when i've to make major decisions that will affect my future.. my life.. now i've to choose btwn studying chinese in nus or ntu.. how i admire e aspiring chi tchrs to be in e past.. they onli have nus to go.. they dun nd to make e decision of choosing btwn e 2 local uni.. its decided for them.. so gd la.. now i've to decide for myself.. any wrong choices made and i'll regret it for e 4 yrs to come.. or even for my whole life.. argh.. really really really hate this!!! both local uni have their pros and cons..
lets talk about nus: nus is more prestigious.. it has been ard longer than ntu.. it has a better reputation due to its ranking and more recognised worldwide.. having a cert from nus will guarantee better choices in e future shld i decide to further my studies overseas.. nus also has more connections with other uni throughout e world so any exchange programmes will be better so-called.. nus is nearer my house also.. if i feel that i cant get 2nd class honours and above i can jus graduate after 3 yrs in uni.. nus has more famous and good lecturers as heard.. BUT.. nus's culture is very very very competitive as there're a lot a lot of foreign scholars.. e env is also not very nice(emotionally speaking) as i've heard frm snrs speaking from e bottom of their hearts.. i'm not allowed to only&immediately study chinese in uni but have to do other exposure modules as nus wants its students to be gd in more areas than one.. also e hostel there is much more expensive.. and i've heard rumours tt e standard at nus is dropping..
now lets talk about ntu: ntu thou not as prestigious but i've heard is starting to pick up.. i've heard tt e culture at ntu is veri similar to tt of hwa chong.. also tt e env there to study chinese is beta.. i'm allowed to immediately focus on jus studying chinese.. i've heard bout my snrs enjoying themselves in e ntu culture very much.. e student population there consists of more local students.. e students there get to study more often in a class system.. e bonding&attachment there will be stronger.. e hostel is less luxurious but cheaper.. there're more hwa chong snrs there.. BUT.. ntu's chinese was set up not long ago so have a risk of being guinea pig and suffering as a result.. ntu's cert not tt recognised.. which are 2 major cons as they'll affect my future career and studies opportunities..
haiz.. both uni have their pros and cons.. equally gd/bad.. i'm in a dilemma!!! haiz.. i duno which uni to go liao la.. haiz.. if i want a more fun&enjoyable uni days, i'll choose ntu.. but if i want to have a brighter future(so-called), i'll choose nus.. haiz.. i now still dunno la.. argh.. so irritating.. so confusing.. so troublesome.. somebody help me.. :(
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Yours Truly
A little girl
learning to live in a big big world
and trying not to give up things she believes in despite everything