before i want to say anything, need to tell 1/5 students: stop tagging so obviously la!!! next time shan't tell you all ath liaoz. haha, and flooding my tagboard def made me regret my decision in telling you all my blog add. :p know u all very excited but keep e excitement down la ok? l8r scare other ppl also reading my blog de.
my last day of teaching went on.. as per usual.. i was so afraid that i'll cry lk mad.. thank goodness i din. but it was also because i try to steer away from e topic that i din manage to say a lot of things to my students which i really regret now.. my days of teaching has been very very very much enriching.. i'll nvr in my life forget e times i spent in anderson as a relief tchr. and i'll def not forget any of my students de! no matter how bad or naughty they've been.. because they were once my student and they've at least handed up a piece of work/spoken a sentence to me/greeted me. ;) no matter what they'd done, they're all part of my wonderful and beautiful experience at anderson as a relief tchr and i want to thank every single one of my student for that. actually i have a lot a lot a lot to say but i duno where to start so shall jus leave it out and spare everyone from an ultra super duper long entry ba, heez. :p
if u'd given in a lot, it'll be harder to pull urself away.. it has been lidat for huang cheng.. it is again lidat for my relief teaching job in anderson.. after huang cheng got phd(post-huangcheng depression) and now i think i'll have ptd(post-teaching depression) liaoz.. after looking through all e notes and presents my students gave me.. my tears just came non-stop.. e feeling is mutual.. i'll also miss all my students a lot.. i'll be very sad for a period of time.. i've told u all to let go but in e end i'm having e greatest difficulty in letting go.. i've experienced this type of scenarios a lot of times.. 1st time when i was in sec4 for st.john rod.. i've given in so much to care and love my jnrs.. when time has come for me to leave my heart feels like it is breaking up into many pieces.. 2nd and 3rd time was when i was in jc during huang cheng ye yun.. i've given in so much to e production.. made so much great friends, jnrs and snrs that i was really sad when time has come for us to part and for e drama to end.. now is my end of relief teaching.. i've given in so much to my students.. even those that i've nvr taught them before.. it is still hard for me to let go after so much experiences.. really hard.. and one reason why i'm very sad is that my students will def move on faster than me.. they're still young.. they still haven't really seen much of the world to really treasure many things.. it has been lidat w my st.john jnrs.. it'll be lidat w my students i'm sure.. those reading dun object, it is a fact.. a few years down some of u will def forget me.. a few weeks l8r u all will def be able to move on and start sch as per usual.. a new tchr comes and u all will adapt to him/her and learn from him/her jus lk u all did from me.. e sadness and unwillingness will jus fade away.. that is life.. i've learnt it and am trying hard to live with it.. that is life..
despite all, i'm glad that i've such a great experience at anderson which would not have been possible if e tchrs there arn't as great, cool, friendly and caring as they're. i'll miss everyone a lot.. i'll try to go back and visit whenever i can de!!! next week will still have to go back to settle and mark all my stuff liaoz.. so for now, goodbye~ everyone enjoy ur hols!!! :) do ask me out to have fun~! :p
10:43 AM
Yours Truly
A little girl
learning to live in a big big world
and trying not to give up things she believes in despite everything
