woa, today really very very very tired out after one whole day of shopping! actually, it is my 1st time going out shopping on my own for my own things using my own money!!! oh my god! i am just totally new to this part of my life that i will have to get used to in the future. to be frank, i am not exactly comfortable with it as i had bought a lot of things and spent a lot of money!!! $150 spent in a day! oh man, so so so scary now that i think back. i guess i am too used to wearing clothes that people give and wearing clothes that my mum buys for me.. that is why when i now go out on my own with pork to shop, i am totally lost and felt really helpless.. argh.. i am so useless.. but i am just so afraid to spend money on myself other than accessories.. clothes.. bags.. shoes.. i would never have thought that i will one day have to buy those things on my own.. i would never have thought that i will one day go shop and buy things in town.. i am just so intimidated although there is no reason to.. haiz.. i guess like what he said, i will start to learn how to live this part of my life and learn how to be a consumer as i am now no longer a kid.. haiz.. i guess growing up is really not easy.. i need to learn a lot of stuff.. i need to learn to shop.. to cook.. to be independent.. to lead.. to live.. to have fun.. this is a new phase thus i feel rather uneasy still.. hope i get use to it soon.. haha, may i grow up fast~ :)
10:05 PM
Yours Truly
A little girl
learning to live in a big big world
and trying not to give up things she believes in despite everything
