haiz.. sometimes i blogged with a lot of vengence.. i dun hav to worry bout it in e past.. but now.. i've got students visiting my blog.. i've to blog w care.. i've to think thru wat i blog.. i've to hide some truths and substitute it w fictional incidents.. this is pathetic.. but i do understand tt i've to be responsible for what i blogged too.. but it is jus too tiresome to blog e way i'm supposed to be.. i hate self-censorship.. but i'm not one person living in this world alone.. i'm living amidst a lot of ppl.. living on is a challenge to be optimistic.. but to be pessimistic, living on is a chore.. a torture.. i'll try and live everyday happily de, because that was what he wanted me to be, and because that shld be e way.. lastly, because those ppl that normally make me sad or angry or hopeless cant be bothered even if i am to suddenly die and disappear from this world. so, why shld i care bout them? but e sad thing is.. i do care bout them.. once again, i am pathetic.. haiz.. dun bother bout me.. jus suddenly finding myself dropping into e abyss of depression again.. i'll b fine after a while.. mayb fallin sick is making me lose my mind and sanity.. i am gg mad.. hahaha.. life ROX~!
9:28 PM
Yours Truly
A little girl
learning to live in a big big world
and trying not to give up things she believes in despite everything
