actuali, i got sth very frustrating to blog bout today but e events tt took place after i came home made my day!!! hahaha.. so so so so so happy now!!! feeling so so so so so high!!! it has been such a long long long time since i last felt so happy and excited! haha, partly bcos of him also lahz, heez. haha, i finally received my package from MOE saying that i'd been offered e teaching award for chinese!!! oh man! my dream come true!!! ah!!! so so so happy! this package sealed my fate of being a chinese teacher after completing my university education~! althou i do feel some uncertainty and discomfort.. at least i'm relieved tt my university education financial crisis is solved by this teaching award! phew! i can concentrate on saving money for e other expenses tt MOE doesnt cover lk hostel fees. actuali i was still worrying and wondering if i shld accept e teaching award as i recalled what some of e teachers taught me and told me.. but when my mum scold me for worrying for nth.. i came to my conclusion: i want to teach so i shall take up e teaching award and b e chi tchr tt i aspire to be~! i shant think too much anymore le~ :) thus, i am happy~!!! :D
when i saw e package, i wanted to share my happiness with him dearly so i sms-ed to test e waters and got e green light!!! hahaha, i'm gg to sound qt mushy once again but i cant help it as i feel so so so blissful, lk i'm floating in 7th heaven already~!!! haha, i called him and chatted for a whole 12min and 2sec despite me promising him tt i'll keep it short. haha, it always feel so good chatting and after chatting with him!!! haha, oh man, feel so so so happy!!! haha, jus can't seem to wipe e smile off my face, heez. :p haha, then he even agreed to accept my treat this sunday as a form of celebration for my success in achievin the teaching award!!! haha, oh man, i hope i'll have a sweet dream tonight. even if i dun, i'll be able to sleep soundly and happily de~ hahaha, yea yea yea~ looking forward to sunday!!! ;)
11:34 PM
Yours Truly
A little girl
learning to live in a big big world
and trying not to give up things she believes in despite everything
