ok, this is very lag but because my comp is spoilt, and i dun have e time prev to go someone else hse to use comp. haha, now at pork's hse using comp lohz, haha, so shuang!!! after such a long time, i finally get to chat on msn le!!! wah, tt feeling is jus so shiok lohz! haha, paiseh, a bit over liaoz but dun care le la, haha. :p shall talk bout another one of my outing with my students.
actually this one cannot exactly be counted as an outing as it was really very rushed and we didn't manage to do anything else other than take neoprint and eat standing up. before going to J8 to meet e students, poor me was in anderson sec on my table frantically trying to pack all my things & write finish all my last words to e next tchr. why was i in such a rush? it was because i originally have to return my access card to e sch die die on tt day de, which means tt after returning, i cant enter e staffroom on my own thus i've to finish all tt i have to do by tt day. and it always happens tt when u're busy doing sth time passes especially fast so before i know it, i've to go J8 meet my students le. with no other alternatives left, i decide to leave all my things 1st and come back after e outing to complete whatever i have to as e students can't wait.. make me rush there all e way frm anderson lohz. but it turns out that i was granted e wish to hold on to my access card longer(thx to st.john camp!) thus e day of rushing was actually qt stupid but no one aniticipated such happenings ma. lohz.
so i rush rush rush all e way to J8 & found my students w eyes glued to e tv outside a video rental shop, haha, they must have waited until sian diao liaoz. who ask them to meet so early worz, den another relief tchr in e end decide not to go so only me w them. upon my arrival, they pulled me straight to e neoprint shop to take neoprint. i've to say i feel weird cos i duno wat i shld or shld not do.. hmmm.. paiseh la, i'm still a new hand at teaching and still learning how to go out w students ma.. i dun exactly know how i shld behave so i was actually having qt an uncomfortable time in e neoprint machine.. feel so awkward lohz.. haha, nvm la, they only nd my face there only so it other things doesn't matter~ den after which they start to chiong e decor part which is e time when i stone.. haha.. i got students who always say：“老师！为什么你每次这么lonely的？” when they saw me by myself.. which is qt often.. i also duno la.. sometimes jus find tt i'm too tired to go find ppl to talk to or engage myself in activities.. a lot of times i jus lk to be alone.. i'll jus walk away silently suddenly.. i also duno why.. haha.. guess that's me ba.. so dun be surprised if i did tt on some outings cos tt's jus me being me~ haha. :p den after e 1st time, e gals requested for another round! i tried to object as it is really expensive!!! $10 every time lehz! so so so expensive!!! even though they paid for me.. i jus feel tt they shldn't spend money tt way la.. my heart pain pain lohz. but e pics were all very nice this i hav to admit, haha, nex time do so activites tt doesnt cost so much la hoh? geez. ;)
after e neoprint taking, due to my rumbling stomach, we went in search of food. one of my students, xiuhui, wanted to treat me but i jus cldn't accept as they've spent a lot liaoz. so in e end i bought some food and also some for them la, which only yongxiang ate, e rest i've to finish myself, sob sob. actually i'm not as much a miser as i sound la, jus tt i feel tt money must be spent wisely lohz. lk i can be very stingy while eating or buying things for myself but when it comes to buying things for other ppl tt have an important place in my heart or treating ppl tt hav been real great to me, i can easily take e money out de. haha, so when i feel tt it shld b e way den i'll spend money lk running water! haha, jus joking jus joking. :p after eating, it is time to depart.. me, yongxiang and tenghong went to take mrt. haha, my dear student tenghong doesnt know how to go home from J8 so to be safe he followed us to AMK to take familiar bus at e normal bus stop. haha, it is really funny but i'm sure there're many out there who is lk him ba, not e least street-wise.. it is possible as a lot of ppl got parents with cars to ferry them where they want to go thus they're totally foreign to public transport. but i think e scenario will change as they go out more often w friends and learn to go back home from e various fav hangouts of teenagers. ;) from AMK walk a bit w yongxiang and chatted qt a bit b4 his bus came and i've to go back sch once more. tt spells e end of 1/5 outing, haha. had fun!!! :)
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Yours Truly
A little girl
learning to live in a big big world
and trying not to give up things she believes in despite everything
