haha.. i went back anderson sec on friday because that is the day i took a break from rag.. guess my next official visit wont be until after 12th august as i'm now totally doing rag from monday til friday, morning til night. i must say, i really didn't plan on seeing any of my students thus i did not announce my arrival but things don't go my way la.. i was spotted the moment i went up 2nd storey 1st by joel den by lucas of 1/5. haiz.. i promise i'll be back for visit, but you all must accept e new teachers 1st ma. it is only den that i can go and visit you all openly and talk together like in the past. i know it is hard to let go, it is also the same for me, but you all have to learn to let go. this is a lesson that you all must learn in life, nothing lasts forever, be glad and thankful that you at least get to experience and have the memory of it ya? e visit back was heart-warming as i see all the teachers once more.. it felt like i'm back to teach again.. but the fact is i am not and i wont be until at least 5yrs later. thus i must also learn to accept the fact that i cannot go back. i was firm to students who asked me to go back and teach once more because it will never happen, no point giving false hopes.

actually, i'm back in anderson for a reason, that is to tie up all e loose ends! once i get to this topic i'm like damn pissed again. know what? it has been more than a week since school started and there're still students who happily dun hand up work that they owe me before e june hols even started!!! feel lk swearing and cursing but i shall be civilised so shall control my temper, for now. so i went back to make a checklist of those who haven't hand up the homework so that the new teacher who took over can help me chase the work which i'll have to mark cos that is work i gave, only fair to do so. thus feel like cursing and swearing at the students who wont let me have a peace of mind to leave anderson once and for all to start my uni life! damn! argh.. students! evil creatures! ok la, i shall be fair here cos most of them are great but there's just this stupid bunch that really drives me MAD! shall stop talking bout them , waste my time and energy, they're not worth it.

i promise to be back. hope to see ya all soon. we can still stay in contact thru msn, sms or phone call. if anything crops up, i'm still available to help, BUT as a sch snr or mentor or ex-tchr and not as a teacher liaoz. be good ya? i'll be constantly updated of how you all are doing de, let me hear good news and be happy ok? i believe you all can do it de! jia you~! :)