i'm so so so tired of living on, it is seriously very demanding on ur energy level and emotional level... sometimes i really need to actively keep telling myself everything will be ok, things will work out fine, people will be nice and good and friendly and understanding again. haiz, but is it possible even? i'm losing out hope on a lot of things fast.. i just hope i can hold on, never mind, i shall use the end results theory to keep me going on for as long as i can!!! glad to have friends lk jess (love ya~! :D) and meiling who i can talk openly about things w/o having to worry about other stupid things!!! haha, just talking crap. ;)