wahahahahaha!!! finally something that really makes me happy to the power of infinity in nus~! hahahahaha, i am so so so so so exhilarated!!! hahahaha, yea man, wooohoooo~~~ hahaha, finally i can fulfil my promise and talk about something really good! and finally i feel that i am a student in nus!!! i am studying!!! i am fulfilling my responsibility as a student in nus!!! haha, pardon all the exclamation marks to come because i am sincerely very glad! haha, actually i am also close to crying ba.. haha, tears of joy. this is because i never dream that i will actually be able to see A grade on my paper ever again, especially after my A-less A-level certificate.. i guess my confidence level was damn low.. i was just praying for a pass and if possible only a B.. i totally no confidence in my work, in myself, in whatever things i am doing.. it was really affecting me a lot.. i guess this attributes partly to my low bouts of depression since start of school in nus also. after seeing everyone aiming for As, i also hope to get those grades intensely deep in my heart, but i do not dare to be too hopeful for fear of facing another huge slap of disappointment in the face again.. haha, but now i am starting to be hopeful about my study life in nus already! i can do it de! i must aim high because i can do it! i must believe in myself. i must work hard towards my goal. i believe i can fly... (: