haha.. i am starting to feel some emotion swinging now.. i don't know why i am suddenly feeling like that but i guess it is because my study life as a nus student is ending? i love to study, i love to engross myself in my lecture notes and readings, i love to make my own colorful notes even though i am not artistically inclined, i love to just study and gain new brain content for myself. for the past around 3 weeks, i have been able to just think about Chinese studies, social work, new media and Chinese language and nothing else. i have been able to just immerse myself in the sea of knowledge and not consider other things which i will have to deal with once i am officially done with all my papers.. i think i am just overwhelmed with all the things i have to do... i think i just want to run away... but i know i would not... so maybe that is why i am feeling sad? i don't know, don't ask me, i am confused and lost myself... bye for now, got to go back to my notes so that i will be able to do well for my last and most important major paper~! wish me luck! i will miss my mugging days in the arts club room of nus... hahaha. (: