I guess it has been long enough and I can talk about it in a sensible and rationale manner ba, I know there are a lot of people out there worrying about how I am handling the disappointment yet again. haha, don't worry too much for me la, I guess in a way you can say I am getting used to disappointment, getting used to not getting things going my way when I desperately wishes it to be so. I will be ok, even though I won't deny that it did hit me quite badly, I have gotten over it and will definitely go back and help out at both projects as much as I can. Even though I may not be strong, I am absolutely not weak either! Haha, there are times when I feel that I will break but til now it has not happened, even I am amazed myself. Don't worry for me, I will survive~ (: