thanks to all those who showed concern after reading my last entry~! i guess sometimes i just need to vent out my frustrations by writing them down if not i will just burst from trying to withhold every single thing inside me. despite saying that i have matured since stepping up, i believe that the maturation is not complete ba, sometimes feel that i am still rather childish in terms of thinking and behavior. BUT i am working very hard to change it as much as i can as fast as possible already, hope i can transform in time before my naive-ness and childish-ness cause any damage to anything or anyone. everyone has to grow up, being in MC allowed me to grow up much much faster than i may want. i maybe taking up huge responsibility and leading a large team in huge project, xin yu is no longer the small girl anymore. i am not complaining but sometimes i will just wish to go back to the days when i can just have fun all day at the playground or badminton court/laugh and make fun of teachers without a second thought. year 2007 coming soon... turning twenty soon... xin yu will change, for the better. this shall be my resolution. (: