i guess whatever i say means nothing... whatever i have brought up fell on deaf ears... what is e use, really, what is e use of doing so much and giving in so much when u cant even get ur fellow comrades' cooperation? simple things that doesnt take much time and effort cannot be done... things that only require heart to do so, not even much but only a little, but cant even be done... i jus feel sad, not for myself, but for the situation that i am in right now... i think i shld give up having much hope on e ppl ard me, that way i think i will have less disappointments to deal with...