I really have no idea that my decision will affect so many people so much... That was the least I would want it to happen.. Realised how selfish it was of me to implicate others because of what I personally feel and want... I am sorry for the trauma you all went through yesterday, I am glad that I did not continue with my course of action... Once again, I am sorry. And also thanks for making me see the meaning in continuing with the commitments.