yesterday was one day whereby I enjoyed myself a lot a lot! haha, this is because I went back to Anderson Sec to visit my students and teachers!!! oh man, I really miss my students a lot, plus the teachers too!!! for the teachers' side, there were not much changes but there were some surprises here and there because two of the teachers got pregnant and are due for delivery in April!!! hahahaha, so so so happy for them! and it is so exciting!!! hahaha, they look so blissful and serene and happy with the little life growing inside them! really admire them for being able to find someone who loves and cares for them and build a happy family together with them! so sweet!!! for the students' side, they have all moved on to become Sec.2 students already!!! time really really flies!!! haha, end up I've to climb up one more flight of stairs that nearly killed me because I rushed down taking a lot of things with me and didn't sleep much the day before. all the guys have shot up!!! a lot of them taller than me already!!! haha, all my students were shocked when they see me because I cut my hair short and that is the 1st time they see me with short hair. their reaction is super funny, make me laugh until cannot make it. but they say i've grown fatter!!! oh man, I must go on diet already!

it always feels very good to see the students doing well, to have them call you teacher, to talk to them and listen to them... I get emotionally attached easily to things I do and the bonds that I've forged with my students will definitely be one that will stay on inside and with me throughout my life. thus, they are still able to control and sway my emotions easily. but there are some students that really changed so much it hurts me a lot in the heart that they are doing harm to themselves on their own accord... I am also at a lost at how to deal with those students.. I think I should go and learn how to handle them and help them change for the better. Sometimes I feel really sad at not being able to help them more, listen to them more, talk to them more because I am too pre-occupied with other things.. but I guess I have to live with it because it is impossible that I will always be there for them, might as well let them learn to settle it themselves.

then I chiong-ed back to school for lecture after which went about doing stuff and attended the NUSSU Rag & Flag meeting which I shall not comment. Then me and Mei Ling went to Chinatown to meet Jingyi, Jing Jun, Chuan Seng, Bobby and Lay Pheng!!! haha, we went down there to experience the festive spirit of Chinese New Year and we really had a lot of fun buying very very very cheap muah chees!!! hahaha, we were just going crazy basically. we also saw Xu Zhen Rong and Xie Yun Yi filming some TV8 programmes!!! haha, we made a commotion when we saw them and was almost called by Desmond Koh to stand in front of the camera and say Happy Chinese New Year la!!! hahaha, so embarrassing!!! hahaha, but it was fun! after which, Bobby and Lays had to leave so the remaining 5 of us went to Shenton Way Partyworld to K!!! hahaha, it was the most happening, hilarious and unforgetable K-ing experience I will ever have. we were just enjoying ourselves going crazy and doing stupid things to have fun and make one another laugh! i was so shagged after singing la, 1st time eh. ;P then we went to Singapore River there to eat breakfast, talk talk and wait until the sunrise before we departed. it has been a long time but I'm glad I did enjoy myself lots! hope there're more of such outings!!! ^-^