Sometimes i just feel so so so lonely, so alone, with no one to bare my soul to. i think it is just me, i tend to close myself to people. i take a long time before i am comfortable with sharing all my thoughts and emotions with someone. i found a person, and now i think i've lost the person. head and eyes hurting and throbbing like mad... 跟你认识越深的人，伤害你越深。i now can fully understand the meaning of this sentence. never mind, it's ok, i shall be strong. even with no one close, i can still survive. i don't matter, what should matter is all the people around me. please don't let anything happen to you all, please be happy, if not i'll feel even sadder and hopeless. i'll do whatever i can to welfare you all ok? ^-^