I took out e bear which my jnrs gave me for my 19th bdae ytd to hug. I needed comfort and there was no one else that can provide me such. I can show my weakest side to e teddy bear w/o fearing anything. I can let go of myself totally without any restrictions. It may not be able to provide me advice, but it provided me all e other intangibles that matter more & those that're essential to keep me going. I think i should just stop thinking and do, because only den wont my heart hurt so much.