feel lk having more optimistic posts in my blog & den gt some random thoughts in my head so shall jus pen it down while i still can ba. :P even though there are times when i feel really lonely, helpess & frustrated bcos of personal reasons (the real problem is myself, really), i must say that i am a very fortunate girl living in this world. especially since after exams all the things tt i go thru, all e ppl tt i interacted w, all e lessons i learnt... i am blessed. somehow or rather, things will work out for me as there'll be people popping out when i least expect them to and help me out with 200% efforts. then even when i feel tt i'm not exactly being a gd daughter, my parents were suddenly very understanding towards me. there were times when i was reali down & out but i keep them to myself. when those times arise & just when i think i cannot hold on in there anymore, some thing or someone comes along & gave me hope/motivation to keep it gg on. i've experienced so many moments of being touched so deep i think they can last me for a lifetime alr. i nvr really know or realise how blessed i am til this moment now. even thou i may not have the luxury of a good life with ample materialistic supplies, i have all e intangibles stuff tt keep me gg. all e ppl ard me, my family, u all are e things tt keep me gg, esp when e gg gets tough. thx to everyone, thankew for being part of my life. from the bottom of my heart.