have u ever fought a lonely battle before? have u ever felt how it is like having to accomplish sth on ur own when u supposedly shld have others helping u out? have u ever felt so lonely u just want to die? haha, i have, a lot of times. but today seems to be the worst time that i can ever experience before. when ppl tt u thot u cld rely on disappears, leaving u bhind one by one.. tt feeling sucks.. sometimes, good does not begget(is it spelt lk this?) good. sometimes, putting aside all things to stand by someone else may not result in tt person doing e same for u. nvr expect things frm others, reali, e disappointment sometimes jus gets too overwhelming. i'm jus a human afterall, i have my weak side and moments, i duno how many more times will i be able to stop myself from doing foolish things to myself. this is reali a trying period for me.. i'm struggling to cope alr. i wont stop trying unless i'm dead. hahaha...