I seem to see the light at the end of the tunnel. I think it is a good sign isn't it, I just realise there is not much times whereby I reali blog about happy things about e FOPs which I am nearly 24/7 part of. I guess a lot of times e unhappy incidents overwhelm and overpower e happy ones. But I think that I am reali very fortunate alr. I have a strong emotional support from my friends and ppl ard me at times. It may not always be there but I can feel its presence nevertheless so I shouldn't expect so much and be thankful of what I have. I am happy when I eat good food with a large grp of ppl tt feels lk family to me, I am happy when people do little things like buy things which I like for me to motivate me on, I am happy when people are concerned about how I am coping with things, I am happy when people try their best to help me out even if they may not be obligated to, I am happy when I do things I like. I think I am happy a lot of times too. (: