somehow or rather, tearing seems to get to me qt often these days... i hav no idea y also, mayb there's too much things gg on alr, too much for me to handle? i duno. 1 ting tt i came to realise during tis trying period, nvr put others in front of u always as in e end, u're still supposed to b living for urself. dun help and help and help in e end ownself cui others wont pity u but will only say it's ur own choice to do tt thus serve ownself rite. tis 1 impt lesson which i learn and will def keep it in my mind.