been thru a bit of emotional turmoil for e past few days, which made me reali think about a lot of things. actually i am quite sick & tired of all these things that have to happen, all these small little things which can actually push things over e limit which i have for myself earlier on. i dun understand how some people can behave the way they did, i can emphatise, but i cannot forgive e way they behave. it hurts. when all e words said earlier jus go down e drain, when all e efforts gone to waste, when things turn sour, when all of a sudden nothing seems as beautiful as it was before. these are all learning process for me, i am still learning, a lot of things i still duno and has yet to master. i jus cannot comprehend e way u're treating me, there's no respect at all. i've allowed u too close to my heart & now i'm hurt, it serves me rite. thx for e lesson taught. i will now slowly let this wound heal by itself...