How I miss home.. especially now since I have fallen sick.. But I cannot go home, I cannot let my parents see me sick.. amidst all the things to rush throughout the weekend.. I cannot let my parents see me cui.. I cannot let them worry about me.. For once, I am going to clinic to see a doctor, I cannot stand myself being cui for long. I cannot afford to be cui for long either. Western medicine so be it, I am going to force myself to recover asap.