Sometimes really hate it when I keep wondering and thinking about what other people will say about the things that I did, doing or will do. Totally disgusted with myself being overly concerned and obsessed about it, so much so I feel I am getting quite paranoidal. This shall be one thing that I need to work on, not to care about what other people think so long you feel that you have done the best thing to the optimum of your ability. You can never satisfy everybody right not? However, the society sometimes allow no room for mistakes. I am thinking nonsense once again, must be the stress from the exams catching up on me. I hate having high expectations of myself, I am a human not a god. sianz.