A lot of times I will be pondering about this question. Should I be living a life that I want, or should I live it the way people would want me to? I really do not have an idea. Life is about choices, this I understand very clearly. However, sometimes, these choices are not easy at all to make. There are also times which I may regret choices that I made in the past but yet have to live through with it as that was what I decided. Once again, I am at a crossroad, not knowing whether I should live and do things as I want, or I should live and do things the way that most people around me would hope for me to. I really hate myself for not loving myself more, for not thinking for myself more. I think I will be hating myself once again for this decision made, but I will not regret. This I believe so. How about you?