This holidays as per my past 2 holidays is happening, brimming with a lot of activities, meetings, outings, gatherings and stuff to do. My to-do list always seems never-ending, just when I feel that it seems shorter, it became longer instead within a change of thought or an email/sms/phone call received. I will forever feel that there is too many things to be done and too little time left to do everything. Sometimes feel rather overwhelmed but I guess that is just going to be my life until next year. Lucky I have my different variations of Cannon in D to accompany me and help me destress.

That day went for interview for F O P, was asked to tell the people there how is the Xin Yu in the past different from the Xin Yu now. Actually thought about it for quite a while when I was typing the proposal as I ended off saying that what I was 1 year ago is different from what I am right now. After going through so much, especially F O P this year and settling all the elections stuff, I feel myself changing. For one, Xin Yu is no longer as emo as she used to be. That one is for real, even I am amazed at how unaffected I can be by matters that will make me cry like mad in the past. I do not know if this is good or bad, but having a greater control of your emotions should be good right? Sometimes, I really feel that I have aged so much I feel old. This is super funny and ironic, I can be same age or younger than some people but when I speak to them I feel super old, like I have been through so so so much. But to be frank, I did go through quite a bit ever since I came into NUS. Changes can be for the better, they can also be for the worse, just hope that mine belongs to the former ba. (: