i was hurt today once again by you. and i can only say serve myself right for naively thinking that you are back to your normal self after the project ended. i can only have myself to blame for allowing myself to be hurt by you again after the last incident. i was foolish enough to think that our friendship has rekindled thus putting you back to the place in my heart, giving you the opportunity to stab me right there. i was stupid enough to feel that i will have more importance to you as a person, as a friend, as compared to dead objects and a non-living project. how wrong can i be... i thought that you have changed for the better after such a long time. i thought that incidents of similar nature will never ever happen again between us. haha.. i thought wrong.. i will never ever be able to see you as a friend anymore, the most as an aquaintance. i do not think that i will be able to make myself work together with you in the project anymore, i will try my best to stay away from your area of control from now on.. i am amazed at how i managed to survive under you last time, haha, i think the ample training i got from home must have helped. good bye my friend, thanks for making me see the real side of you, and for putting out any light of hope that things will go back to where it used to be. our friendship is dead and gone... may you live on happily and healthily.