Monday, April 28, 2008
Went back Yishun supposedly to go for my weekly accupuncture treatment but realised that I was so blur that I forgot to book my appointment for this week. Well, at least I managed to give my hair a good shampoo from my trip back, something to be happy about despite the wasted trip? Feel like pinching myself at times to stop being so blur and absent-minded loh. :P
Anyway, as I was on my way back, throughout the whole journey from Clementi to Yishun I was surrounded by the morning rush crowd. People of different genders, different age groups and different races all rushing with their fast-paced footsteps and rather straight emotionless face to get to their workplace. It has been quite a while since I witnessed the morning crowd and as I looked upon the people, I begin to think: will I be one of those people rushing about in a few year's time?
Now, all of us are paper chasing so as to secure a so-called bright future for the rest of our lives. Or at least get a good headstart such that it will not be so hard to live a comfortable life in Singapore. Then as we go out to the society to work, we begin other chases; money chase, car chase, apartment chase, position chase, promotion chase... it seems to be never-ending. I think it may be the quarter life crisis as Remmy calls it. But I really cannot help but wonder is this really the type of life that I want in the future, to lose myself amidst all the chase for a so-called better life. What do I want out of my life in the near future? What is a good life if the heart is filled with emptiness due to all the mindless chase instead of enjoying our finite period of life while it lasts? Haha, something to think about when tired of staring at your notes? :P Random ramblings~
By the way, do not ever ever ever try the Indonesian style avocardo drink at PGP food court!!! especially if you have tasted the heavenly one from Alexandra food centre before. It is like one in heaven the other in hell loh. Bleah to the max! Unless you tell me you like the feeling of a strong bitter after taste in your mouth for around 1 hour, then you can go try it for as many times as you like loh. Completely spoil my Aston dinner, sianz.
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