The thing about life is that it will never be perfect, it will never be good all the time, smooth-riding all the way, successful forever... This is also the one thing which I am frightful of, actually not exactly scared so maybe cautious is a better word to describe it.

Whenever too many good things happen to me, I will be happy! But at the same time there will be this deep dreading feeling inside me that tells me shit is going to happen soon too. Well, I have been proven right on this theory too many a times in life, more or less coming to terms with it. Still, I so so so wish that this time round my theory will prove me wrong during the holidays. However, I also know that only when bad things happen do people learn their lessons. Dilemma dilemma.. Well, shall stop thinking all these nonsense and focus on what I have to do.

If it has to be done, it will have to be done no matter how hard, shitty, sucky, or chor it is. Sai Gang warriors unite!!!