Saturday, August 09, 2008
I woke up to a body of aches, bruises and sun burnt. I slept for so many hours but it still felt insufficient. I guess it is really cumulative from the start of FOP. But it is all worth it! :) Most environmentally friendly float of Rag 2008! Most importantly, Best Float of Rag 2008! Wheee!!! OMG! Haha, even until now I am so so so afraid that I only dreamt of whatever that happened yesterday! It is just so unbelievable! After 6 years, the Arts faculty has shown that we are not just participating in Rag every year for nothing! After 3 years, I finally managed to see our faculty's float win something! Not 1 but 2 awards!!
I can still remember waking up from sleeping beneath one of our side props to the announcement of results. Sitting there as I heard the possible awards which we can win being announced to other faculty's name. My heart sank, but I felt nothing, I guess I am too immuned to us not winning anything after 2 years consecutively. I decided to walk across the field to the Arts Raggers to cry together with them once again, like I did for the past 2 years. Then I heard it, Most Environmentally Float goes to Arts! I cannot believe my ears as I see the Raggers started jumping and screaming in joy. I really cannot believe it. Then it came again, the Best Float goes to the Arabian boy. OMG OMG OMG, all of us just looked at one another in disbelief for a few seconds, and then we jumped and screamed and jumped and screamed and jumped and screamed... Tears started flowing on all our faces, every single one of us, especially the seniors. Not one of us remained dry-eyed. NOT ONE OF US. 2 AWARDS AFTER SUCH A LONG TIME!
I am touched that the efforts of our juniors finally gained recognition at Rag Day. I am glad I was able to see award coming to our faculty before I leave NUS for good. Thank you Naga and team for letting all the Rag seniors see and experience what we dare not even dream after such a long time. Thank you for letting most probably my last FOP experience end on a high note. Thank you so much. I am really proud to have been part of Rag 2008. The transporting of float to SRC manually from Arts even though I am already tired from O-Week; rushing back from SRC to help dancers put on their makeup even though my hands were still shaking from the push; pushing the side prop into the actual performance and out even though when my legs are bruised from all the knocks into the sorted angles; walking to and fro in the burning sun to refill water for the Raggers even though my body is screaming for rest. Doing all these because I have seniors doing the same for me in the past.
But what I experience is nothing as compared to the Rag Ocomm members and dancers. As a Rag senior, I am really proud of you guys. Even though I cannot be there with you all when you guys really needed help, I can feel the hard work. Thank you for reliving the Rag spirit, thank you for leaving a legacy behind, thank you for giving reason to more support from the faculty at Rag 2009, thank you for letting what every single Ragger (juniors and seniors alike) dreamt of come true, thank you so so so much.
On a sidenote, nobody alone can change the world, no one year can really make the difference. Everything is a result of a lot of circumstances and factors that come into play over time.
Thank you Mei Ling, Sandra, Min Joo and Xiu Wen for being there to wipe away my tears and mend my broken heart. I am fortunate to have friends like you all. You all made me have confidence in the words: Friends Forever. Thank you once again! :)
After so much happened, I have no idea if the friendships I used to treasure so much are even in existence anymore. I have been hurt so deeply as they are friends that I place close to my heart. I guess once again the harsh fact of life comes into play: The Only Constant in Life is Change...
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