First and foremost, want to say that I am not trying here to defend 28th MC or what-so-ever. But rather, I am quite sick and tired of hearing some comments from people that should have known more. I do not deny that the current management committee may not be as zai as the previous committees, but can you all just keep it in mind that it is basically a freshmen committee? I believe every single one of them have already tried their best in working for the club. It may not be enough from some of your perspectives. Or some may just said that I am speaking from a biased perspective. However, they dared to step up and take upon them the roles and responsibilities of a MC member which a lot of people shun. I have seen how they grow, it may not be sufficient, but how sufficient is sufficient?

When affiliates choose to help in projects, who are you doing it for? Some may be doing it for the club, some for the project, some to remove regrets in life. But you choose to do it, it is your choice. Can we blame someone doing less just because you wanted to do more? So what if they are MC members? They can choose to totally MIA, the most resign. They have no obligations to do all the things they have done. Did these thoughts ever cross your mind? If there are no MC members in place, will there be projects and FOP? Yes, I do not deny that on the surface the role of MC is non-crucial, the o-comm members may not have a single MC member at all. But all the background work to support those projects, is it not done by the MC? All the under-appreciated feeling, do we deserve it just because we are in the MC? I know we should not expect much as we choose to take it up upon ourselves. But why cant each of us help each other out in ARTS, a place we call home?

I am not someone who is well-versed in words, I am not someone who is good with arguments, there may be a lot of criticisms and bitching after people read this post. But I am really drenched from seeing the way people behave and hearing them speak. I know only I can help myself, but it is very tiring to try and act happy or enthusiastic when you are feeling the exact opposite. If you are a friend, please help me out ya? 我真的累了。