It has been a hell of a week... Did so many things that I forgot what I did... Haha, was so engrossed that I lost track of the days of the week. Bet a lot of us did that a lot of times. This is going to be a super random post because I am super shagged liao. Does not help when I am having the thing of the month today, sianz.

Shall share happy things!! I manage to get another test date for driving le! haha, lucky me, hope i can get my license before i leave for sep! speaking of which, i just got the confirmation letter from nus stating that i am an exchange student next semester going peking uni!!! hahaha, so so so exciting and so so so happy! finally something solid and confirmed, i almost thought i got rejected at one point of time. also, before going for sep, i will be going for yep to yunnan in dec! this is going to be another new journey which i will embark on, looking forward to experiencing it myself! the only downside is that i wont be able to go for my close cousins' wedding!!! boohoo! anyway, back to happy things. i finish my agm report!!! muahahahahaha, so so so shuang! went down to the shop to see a sample of it even! it looks so chio! OMG! haha, know I bhb but cannot help it because it is my baby after almost 30hrs of on and off work at it.

a lot of thoughts have been crossing my mind these few days... I have been thinking, hard. nowadays I keep going home for the slightest reason possible. I just miss home, I miss having a place I can call home. a place that used to be my home is no longer so... I need another place quick. I am very tired holding on, very tired to continue doing. just how much longer can I last? once again, I hate myself behaving like this... one moment I can be so hopeful and the next moment I just wish I wasnt who I was the moment before. getting confused? me too, I do not know what I am typing already. signing off~