Yea man, I failed my practical driving test for manual class 3 license yet again! Wheee~~~ Once again, I got a super anal tester who don't give a damn that your view will be affected due to heavy rain. He marked down every single minor mistake, and some were really subjective. I am just super duper sian diao but I will not give up! The motivation for me to learn driving is still there, I still have some time to achieve my goal! Never say die! Yea man!

Anyway, my dad went to borrow his friend's car so as to allow him and my mum to fetch me from NUS to BBDC where I take my test with only 1 hour's sleep. No matter how broken or abnormal or problematic my family is, at least I felt that I had the best parents and family ever today. The warmth from home just overwhelms me. On one hand, it really makes me feel recharged and happy. On the other hand, it seriously makes me feel guilty and bad for having prioritised other people and activities/events over them. These few days, the realization that I am not as strong and independent as I would have loved myself to be hit me. I do not want to become reliant on someone or something, other than myself. I think it is just my self-defence mechanism.

So many things so little time!! The last lap, my last try, everything will be as sui sui as I am able to make it to be (I hope). Let it go and just move on. Finally closing the chapter of my arts club life. :)