Just got a call from home, spoke to dad, mum & brother. My youngest brother is having his 1st N-level paper tomorrow and he is not feeling confident about it. He called me when I was busy with ROP camp on Sunday, I felt a damn strong pang of guilt not being able to be there for him when he really needed me to do so... This feeling sucks man... I can only stay in school and hope that everything goes well for him for his coming N-level... I miss home all of a sudden.