Cleared up the whole clubroom yesterday with Samuel and the two of us managed to make the clubroom look nice and clean once again by removing all the rubbish. The amount of rubbish that we threw away is really scary. Samuel had to make many many rounds to and fro clubroom and rubbish bin at Central Forum there before everything is thrown away, out of sight and out of mind. I even cleaned up the long-dirtied floor and refrigerator, and I must say the smell radiating from the fridge is enough to make everyone throw up their meals. Lucky I did not eat so nothing to throw up. Kevin joined us later to help clean, thanks lots Kevin!

Cleared up the rag site today with Kevin and the two of us just keep going to and fro rag site carpark and clubroom with the trolleys and the parts of the float. Finally the rag site looks acceptably clean even though the rag display has not been set up. I am too shagged to stay on further to help, with the rain soaking my clothes and hair, it does not feel the least nice. I can finally answer to the Dean's Office for now. Zikang came down from the clubroom to help us shift the sorted angles to the shed, thank you very much Zikang!!

I tried hard not to think when I was doing all the clearing, I am afraid to let my mind run off. But nevertheless it did once in a while. I have to fight it back before I totally lose it. Why am I still doing all these at this point of time? Why do I still have to do all this? How did I land myself into such spots? As per usual, I will self-psycho and say that all these is for the big picture, all these is worth it. But as time passes, I sound less and less convincing to myself. Haha, I am really tired already, both physically and mentally. Someone please take over me, I want to step out. Just hope at least there are some people who are appreciative, but as per experience, shall not have too high hopes lest feel greater disappointment. Shit Happens Everyday, Just Do It...