It is never easy to admit failure, especially in things and areas which you have tried very hard to make it a success. It is hard. But I have to admit, I really failed terribly. True that there were a lot that were not within my control, the fact that I did not try harder was still my fault. The other fact that I did not do the right things at the right time was also wrong of me.

What has been done is already in the past, I can only do what I can to try and rectify the situation now. Once again, a lot of things not within my control but I will still do all that I can. Even if I am not given much opportunities to, I will still try my best. I just want things to turn out better. :)