I was reading my last few posts & realised that the last 3 posts are actually rather depressing posts. I still have no idea what exactly happened, or what exactly went wrong. But I figure there is really not much point in wasting time & energy in trying to figure them out. Especially since I have found my rather long lost laughter and happiness!!! Haha, I think I am just weird but I am just glad to be cheerful once again. Seriously.

I guess if really want to contribute it to something, it is the finding back of past fond memories with wonderful people during the weekend. There are some people who just have the capability of making me smile, making me laugh, making me happy. I am not sure if they know of their effects on me. LOL. Anyway to friends out there who were concerned, Xin Yu is back! I think this down period also allowed me to reflect back on things in life, and I believe I did gain something useful about myself.

Last but not least, I am not going to be too extreme and push things away that make me who I am. Which means accumulation of sleep debts here and there along the way for my final year in NUS!!! Haha, those who experienced before will understand what I mean. Which also means busy Xin Yu back in action, not in full force I promise, but will need to seek everyone's understanding in bearing with me for 1 more year! :)))